Chapter 16

Chapter 16: Damian Visits

Chapter 16: Damian Visits

Damian lands at JFK at seven-fifteen in the morning.

I told him not to come. He texted back a single character — the Greek letter that our mother used to put at the end of messages when she had heard you and was proceeding anyway — and then stopped responding. I knew he was on a plane.

Costa is already up when my phone rings. He is at the window with coffee, the morning light behind him, watching the city with the specific quality of watchfulness that has been present in him since last night, since the street, the particular heightened attention of someone who has recalibrated the parameters of what requires monitoring. He looks at my face when I answer the phone.

"Damian's plane landed," I say.

He nods. He goes to refill his coffee. He doesn't say anything about not being warned, or about the operational complications of an unscheduled arrival from the Darmos heir, or about any of the other things he could say with justification. He just makes me coffee and hands it to me and goes back to the window.

I drink the coffee and I think: this is a man who knows when not to manage things.

---

Damian comes through the hotel suite door at eight-forty-five with the specific energy of a man who has been on a red-eye and has spent the entire flight imagining things.

He sees me first. He crosses the room and he takes my face in his hands the way he has done since we were children — both hands, cupped, the specific inventory of someone checking that all the parts are present and accounted for. He looks at my eyes, my jaw, my wrists. He sees the bruise on the left one, where the car door caught me in the scramble, purple-yellow and more visible in the morning light than I had accounted for.

He goes still the way our father goes still.

I have never seen Damian do this. In thirty years of knowing him I have seen him angry — the hot version, the one that comes out loud and fast and burns through quickly — and I have seen him cold, the way he gets in difficult business negotiations, the specific compression of a man performing restraint. But this is different. This is the stillness that lives underneath all of it, the thing that was always there and that I have not been allowed to see until now.

I understand, in a way I have not understood before, that my brother is also his father's son. That the warmth is real and it has a floor, and the floor is this: the thing that happens when someone he loves has been hurt.

He turns to look at Costa.

Costa is standing near the window, hands in his pockets, watching Damian with the steady attention of a man who has accurately read the situation and is waiting to see how it resolves.

"That," Damian says, with a quietness that is much more frightening than volume, "is from the car door."

It is not a question. It is a statement that is also a test.

"The car door," I say. Clearly. Before Costa can answer. "When we went down. I caught it on the frame. Costa wasn't there yet — he arrived after."

Damian looks at me. He is running the account — mapping the sequence I have given him against the account he already has from the security debrief I sent him last night, cross-referencing for consistency. He does this. He has always done this. He is his father's son.

The inventory completes. The stillness shifts.

He looks at Costa again, and the quality of the look changes — still watchful, still measuring, but the specific white fury of a man who believed he had arrived to find one thing has downgraded to something more complicated.

"Darmos," Costa says. Not my name, the family name — the acknowledgment of Damian's standing in this room. "Sit down. I'll brief you on what we know."

A pause. Damian, still looking at him: "In a minute."

He comes back to me. He puts his arms around me and holds on with the particular quality of an older brother who has just spent several hours on a plane being unable to do anything, and I let him, and I lean into it, the specific comfort of the person who has known me longest.

Over his shoulder I see Costa look away. Give us the room, or as much of the room as the suite permits.

That, too, goes into the file.

---

The briefing takes two hours.

Costa presents it the way he presents everything operational — precisely, without decoration, the relevant facts in the relevant order. He gives Damian everything except the things that are not his to give: the conversations that belong to us, the kitchen at midnight, the couch and the hand. He gives him the threat picture, the Malta analysis, the Volkov-Sartori operational pattern, the current security reconfiguration.

Damian listens the way I have watched our father listen — with the full still attention of someone who is processing and not performing processing. He asks three questions. Two of them Costa has answers to. The third — about the Albanian remnant approach — he does not, and he says so, and Damian nods as if this is the answer he expected.

"The Hoxha family," Damian says. "I know someone. I can make a call."

Costa looks at him. "What kind of someone?"

"The kind who owes the Darmos family a favor they've been waiting to be asked for." Damian meets his eyes. "This is what a real alliance looks like, Accardi. Not just a shared bed and a signed document."

A beat. Something moves between them — not hostility exactly, not warmth exactly, the specific friction of two people who are beginning to understand that they are more similar than they expected and are not entirely sure whether this is good news.

I watch this from across the table where I have been largely unnecessary for the past forty minutes, which is its own kind of information. The two men who matter most to me in the world are sitting across a hotel conference table and they are speaking the same language — not Italian or Greek, but the specific language of people who operate at the level they operate at, who understand that decisions have weight and consequences and that the weight matters. They have not said a single personal thing to each other since the morning. They have not needed to.

I think about Elena telling me that Costa is harder than Lorenzo but also softer. I think about what it means that my brother — who has met Costa twice now and whose default position has been watchful reluctance — is sitting forward slightly, the way he sits when he has become genuinely interested in what the person across from him is saying.

"Make the call," Costa says.

---

---

The Darmos heir is not what I expected.

I have a file on Damian Darmos. I have had it since the negotiation, updated regularly since the marriage. The file says: thirty years old, heir to the Darmos family, skilled diplomatically, trusted by the Greek network, personally close to his sister. The file does not say: the specific quality of his stillness when he saw the bruise on her wrist, the way it converted immediately to the kind of threat that does not need to announce itself.

I assessed him in the first thirty seconds. He is, in the relevant sense, his father's son — which means he is dangerous in the calibrated way, not the irrational one. He loves her and it has a floor, and the floor is where I would also be if our positions were reversed.

I have no problem with any of this. What I have is respect, the grudging kind that surfaces in the presence of someone who has earned it.

I brief him for two hours. He asks the right questions. The Albanian remnant approach — which I have been working on for two weeks without a clear entry point — he resolves in four words: *I know someone. Hoxha.* He says it like it costs him nothing to offer it, which means it costs him a favor he has been holding, which means he is choosing to spend it here.

He is choosing to spend it for her.

I look at him across the table and I think: this is what she has always had. Not what I had, with Lorenzo's version of it — present, steady, but still the cousin, still the slight remove of someone who came in after the worst of it. Damian Darmos was there for everything, and he has been protecting her since before she knew she needed protecting, and he is here now in a Manhattan hotel conference room because he was on a plane before she finished telling him not to be.

I think: she is lucky. I think: I am glad she has him. I think: I intend to make sure he never needs to use the favor he offered this morning.

Lunch is the three of us at a restaurant four blocks from the hotel.

I watch them work out how to be in a room together. This is, I understand, something that requires working out — they are both men who occupy space with the specific confidence of people who have never had reason not to, and they are both men who care about the same person, and this creates a particular kind of room that requires navigation.

They navigate it by talking about the war.

This is, I reflect, probably the most direct route available to both of them. The Volkov-Sartori operational picture gives them a shared object of attention, a problem that belongs to both of them, neutral ground where their respective competences can be acknowledged without the acknowledgment requiring anything personal.

By the soup course they are talking without the specific wariness of the morning. By the main course Damian has made a joke about a shared contact in Belgrade and Costa has responded with something dry, and I am sitting between them watching this happen with the feeling of two previously separate parts of my life occupying the same room and not destroying each other.

Then Costa reaches across the table to refill my water glass, and in doing so his sleeve catches briefly on my water glass and without looking, without interrupting whatever he is saying to Damian, he straightens his cuff. A single motion, incidental, the adjustment of a man who does not like things to be out of place.

Except.

His hand, in adjusting the cuff, passes close to mine on the table. He does not take my hand, does not make a gesture of it, does not interrupt what he is saying to Damian. He simply turns his hand, briefly, so that the back of his knuckles brush my wrist — the bruised one, the left one — so lightly that I almost think I imagined it. The touch is there and then it is not there, and he has continued his sentence without breaking the rhythm of it, and if you were not paying attention you would not have registered it as anything.

I was paying attention. Damian was paying attention.

Costa apparently was not paying attention, in the sense that he was not doing it for either of us. He was doing it because the bruise was there and his hand was near it and this is, I think, simply what he does — the language of small gestures that he has been speaking for a month and that I am only now fully understanding as a language.

I look at my wrist. I look at him.

He is looking at Damian.

Damian, I realize, is not looking at either of us. He is looking at the table, at the water glass, at the space the gesture occupied. His expression is doing the complicated thing that I know well — the thing that means he has seen something and is deciding what to do with the seeing.

The meal continues.

---

In the hotel corridor afterward, while Costa takes a call inside, Damian and I stand in the hallway the way we have stood in a hundred hallways in our lives — the two of us, between rooms, the specific geography of a private conversation conducted in a space that belongs to neither of us.

"That was Accardi," he says. "At lunch. With your wrist."

"Yes."

"He didn't look at you when he did it."

"No."

Damian is quiet for a moment. "That means it wasn't for my benefit. Or yours. It was just — " He stops. "It was just what he does."

I look at the hotel carpet. "Yes."

My brother turns to look at me fully. He has the expression that contains everything he has been building toward since he landed at seven-fifteen with his father's stillness and the specific fear of someone who loves one person very much and has been unable to protect her from the shape of their shared life.

"I need to say something to him," Damian says. "I need you to let me."

I look at him. I know what he is going to say. I have known since the morning, since the stillness that turned complicated. "Don't make it a threat, Damian."

"It is a threat."

"I know. Just — say it like a person."

He almost smiles. He goes back inside.

---

I hear it through the door. Not all of it — the hotel walls are thick — but enough. Damian's voice, even, without the raised quality that would mean it had gone somewhere worse. Then Costa's voice. Then a silence that is not hostile.

When Damian comes back out his expression has resettled.

"What did you say?" I ask.

Damian is quiet for a moment. Looking at the hallway with the expression of a man deciding how much to give.

"I said what I told you I was going to say," he says. "That if he ever hurts you I will make you a widow. And I told him I mean it, and that I am not making a diplomatic statement — that I am telling him a fact about what will happen, and that I want to be sure we understand each other."

"And?"

"He looked at me for a moment." Damian's expression has the quality of someone recounting something that surprised them. "He said: *I'd hold the gun for you.* Just that. No elaboration. No defensive response, no counter-argument about his intentions or his —" He pauses. "He just said it. Like it was already decided. Like if he ever became the thing I was warning him not to become, he would expect that consequence and would consider it appropriate."

I stand with this.

"He means it," Damian says. Not as a comfort. As an assessment from a man who has spent his life reading people and knows the difference between what is said to manage a situation and what is said because it is true. "I expected deflection. He doesn't deflect."

"No," I say. "He doesn't."

I look at him.

"He means it," Damian says. Not as a comfort. As an assessment. "I expected deflection or a counter-threat. He just — said it. Like it was already decided."

I look at the door. At the room beyond it where Costa is on his call, presumably, or at the window, or in the reading chair if there is one.

"I know," I say.

Damian looks at me. His expression has gone to the one he uses when he is asking me something he is not going to ask out loud.

"I know," I say again. Quieter. "That's the problem."

My brother looks at me for a long moment. Then he nods, once, with the expression of a man who has updated his assessment and is satisfied with the update.

"Good," he says.

He is quiet for a moment. The hotel corridor is doing its hotel corridor thing — the specific impersonal silence of a space designed for people in transit, for lives that are being lived somewhere else and are passing through.

"Mil," he says.

"I know."

"I mean it. Not just — not just the war and the alliance and the operational usefulness. Him. As a person. In that room with you."

I look at the door. At the room I am going to go back into, where Costa is on a call or at the window or waiting in the specific way he has developed for waiting — without announcing it, without making it a demand.

"I know," I say. For the third time, each iteration meaning something slightly different from the one before it.

Damian looks at me. He has the expression of a brother who has been worried about his sister for a very long time and is in the process of revising the specific shape of the worry. Not smaller. Different.

"The wrist," he says. "That was —"

"Yes."

"He did it without thinking."

"Yes."

"That's the kind that means something." He says it like a man who has been married and therefore has opinions on this subject. "The ones you think about are the ones you want to make. The ones you don't think about are the ones you can't help."

I absorb this.

"You're insufferable," I say. "When you're right."

He almost grins. "I know." He gets out his phone. "Go inside, Mil."

I go inside to the room with the window and the man in it.

He is at the window. His phone is on the table. He turns when I come in.

"He's calling the Belgrade contact," I say.

"Good."

I cross to stand near him. The city does what it always does. The light today has the quality of early autumn.

"He'll come around," Costa says. Not about the Belgrade call.

"He already has. The gun line means he believes you're worth stating the condition. He only says things he believes."

A pause. "I know," Costa says.

I look at his profile. At the jaw and the scar and the man who told me what he said in Italian because I asked a second time and he chose to change his answer.

"Costa."

He turns.

"Soon," I say.

He looks at me for a moment. Then, without making a thing of it:

"I know," he says.

We stand at the window and look at the city and the afternoon light does its autumn thing on the glass, and the city doesn't care, and we are here anyway.

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Chapter 16

Chapter 16: Damian Visits

Chapter 16: Damian Visits

Damian lands at JFK at seven-fifteen in the morning.

I told him not to come. He texted back a single character — the Greek letter that our mother used to put at the end of messages when she had heard you and was proceeding anyway — and then stopped responding. I knew he was on a plane.

Costa is already up when my phone rings. He is at the window with coffee, the morning light behind him, watching the city with the specific quality of watchfulness that has been present in him since last night, since the street, the particular heightened attention of someone who has recalibrated the parameters of what requires monitoring. He looks at my face when I answer the phone.

"Damian's plane landed," I say.

He nods. He goes to refill his coffee. He doesn't say anything about not being warned, or about the operational complications of an unscheduled arrival from the Darmos heir, or about any of the other things he could say with justification. He just makes me coffee and hands it to me and goes back to the window.

I drink the coffee and I think: this is a man who knows when not to manage things.

---

Damian comes through the hotel suite door at eight-forty-five with the specific energy of a man who has been on a red-eye and has spent the entire flight imagining things.

He sees me first. He crosses the room and he takes my face in his hands the way he has done since we were children — both hands, cupped, the specific inventory of someone checking that all the parts are present and accounted for. He looks at my eyes, my jaw, my wrists. He sees the bruise on the left one, where the car door caught me in the scramble, purple-yellow and more visible in the morning light than I had accounted for.

He goes still the way our father goes still.

I have never seen Damian do this. In thirty years of knowing him I have seen him angry — the hot version, the one that comes out loud and fast and burns through quickly — and I have seen him cold, the way he gets in difficult business negotiations, the specific compression of a man performing restraint. But this is different. This is the stillness that lives underneath all of it, the thing that was always there and that I have not been allowed to see until now.

I understand, in a way I have not understood before, that my brother is also his father's son. That the warmth is real and it has a floor, and the floor is this: the thing that happens when someone he loves has been hurt.

He turns to look at Costa.

Costa is standing near the window, hands in his pockets, watching Damian with the steady attention of a man who has accurately read the situation and is waiting to see how it resolves.

"That," Damian says, with a quietness that is much more frightening than volume, "is from the car door."

It is not a question. It is a statement that is also a test.

"The car door," I say. Clearly. Before Costa can answer. "When we went down. I caught it on the frame. Costa wasn't there yet — he arrived after."

Damian looks at me. He is running the account — mapping the sequence I have given him against the account he already has from the security debrief I sent him last night, cross-referencing for consistency. He does this. He has always done this. He is his father's son.

The inventory completes. The stillness shifts.

He looks at Costa again, and the quality of the look changes — still watchful, still measuring, but the specific white fury of a man who believed he had arrived to find one thing has downgraded to something more complicated.

"Darmos," Costa says. Not my name, the family name — the acknowledgment of Damian's standing in this room. "Sit down. I'll brief you on what we know."

A pause. Damian, still looking at him: "In a minute."

He comes back to me. He puts his arms around me and holds on with the particular quality of an older brother who has just spent several hours on a plane being unable to do anything, and I let him, and I lean into it, the specific comfort of the person who has known me longest.

Over his shoulder I see Costa look away. Give us the room, or as much of the room as the suite permits.

That, too, goes into the file.

---

The briefing takes two hours.

Costa presents it the way he presents everything operational — precisely, without decoration, the relevant facts in the relevant order. He gives Damian everything except the things that are not his to give: the conversations that belong to us, the kitchen at midnight, the couch and the hand. He gives him the threat picture, the Malta analysis, the Volkov-Sartori operational pattern, the current security reconfiguration.

Damian listens the way I have watched our father listen — with the full still attention of someone who is processing and not performing processing. He asks three questions. Two of them Costa has answers to. The third — about the Albanian remnant approach — he does not, and he says so, and Damian nods as if this is the answer he expected.

"The Hoxha family," Damian says. "I know someone. I can make a call."

Costa looks at him. "What kind of someone?"

"The kind who owes the Darmos family a favor they've been waiting to be asked for." Damian meets his eyes. "This is what a real alliance looks like, Accardi. Not just a shared bed and a signed document."

A beat. Something moves between them — not hostility exactly, not warmth exactly, the specific friction of two people who are beginning to understand that they are more similar than they expected and are not entirely sure whether this is good news.

I watch this from across the table where I have been largely unnecessary for the past forty minutes, which is its own kind of information. The two men who matter most to me in the world are sitting across a hotel conference table and they are speaking the same language — not Italian or Greek, but the specific language of people who operate at the level they operate at, who understand that decisions have weight and consequences and that the weight matters. They have not said a single personal thing to each other since the morning. They have not needed to.

I think about Elena telling me that Costa is harder than Lorenzo but also softer. I think about what it means that my brother — who has met Costa twice now and whose default position has been watchful reluctance — is sitting forward slightly, the way he sits when he has become genuinely interested in what the person across from him is saying.

"Make the call," Costa says.

---

---

The Darmos heir is not what I expected.

I have a file on Damian Darmos. I have had it since the negotiation, updated regularly since the marriage. The file says: thirty years old, heir to the Darmos family, skilled diplomatically, trusted by the Greek network, personally close to his sister. The file does not say: the specific quality of his stillness when he saw the bruise on her wrist, the way it converted immediately to the kind of threat that does not need to announce itself.

I assessed him in the first thirty seconds. He is, in the relevant sense, his father's son — which means he is dangerous in the calibrated way, not the irrational one. He loves her and it has a floor, and the floor is where I would also be if our positions were reversed.

I have no problem with any of this. What I have is respect, the grudging kind that surfaces in the presence of someone who has earned it.

I brief him for two hours. He asks the right questions. The Albanian remnant approach — which I have been working on for two weeks without a clear entry point — he resolves in four words: *I know someone. Hoxha.* He says it like it costs him nothing to offer it, which means it costs him a favor he has been holding, which means he is choosing to spend it here.

He is choosing to spend it for her.

I look at him across the table and I think: this is what she has always had. Not what I had, with Lorenzo's version of it — present, steady, but still the cousin, still the slight remove of someone who came in after the worst of it. Damian Darmos was there for everything, and he has been protecting her since before she knew she needed protecting, and he is here now in a Manhattan hotel conference room because he was on a plane before she finished telling him not to be.

I think: she is lucky. I think: I am glad she has him. I think: I intend to make sure he never needs to use the favor he offered this morning.

Lunch is the three of us at a restaurant four blocks from the hotel.

I watch them work out how to be in a room together. This is, I understand, something that requires working out — they are both men who occupy space with the specific confidence of people who have never had reason not to, and they are both men who care about the same person, and this creates a particular kind of room that requires navigation.

They navigate it by talking about the war.

This is, I reflect, probably the most direct route available to both of them. The Volkov-Sartori operational picture gives them a shared object of attention, a problem that belongs to both of them, neutral ground where their respective competences can be acknowledged without the acknowledgment requiring anything personal.

By the soup course they are talking without the specific wariness of the morning. By the main course Damian has made a joke about a shared contact in Belgrade and Costa has responded with something dry, and I am sitting between them watching this happen with the feeling of two previously separate parts of my life occupying the same room and not destroying each other.

Then Costa reaches across the table to refill my water glass, and in doing so his sleeve catches briefly on my water glass and without looking, without interrupting whatever he is saying to Damian, he straightens his cuff. A single motion, incidental, the adjustment of a man who does not like things to be out of place.

Except.

His hand, in adjusting the cuff, passes close to mine on the table. He does not take my hand, does not make a gesture of it, does not interrupt what he is saying to Damian. He simply turns his hand, briefly, so that the back of his knuckles brush my wrist — the bruised one, the left one — so lightly that I almost think I imagined it. The touch is there and then it is not there, and he has continued his sentence without breaking the rhythm of it, and if you were not paying attention you would not have registered it as anything.

I was paying attention. Damian was paying attention.

Costa apparently was not paying attention, in the sense that he was not doing it for either of us. He was doing it because the bruise was there and his hand was near it and this is, I think, simply what he does — the language of small gestures that he has been speaking for a month and that I am only now fully understanding as a language.

I look at my wrist. I look at him.

He is looking at Damian.

Damian, I realize, is not looking at either of us. He is looking at the table, at the water glass, at the space the gesture occupied. His expression is doing the complicated thing that I know well — the thing that means he has seen something and is deciding what to do with the seeing.

The meal continues.

---

In the hotel corridor afterward, while Costa takes a call inside, Damian and I stand in the hallway the way we have stood in a hundred hallways in our lives — the two of us, between rooms, the specific geography of a private conversation conducted in a space that belongs to neither of us.

"That was Accardi," he says. "At lunch. With your wrist."

"Yes."

"He didn't look at you when he did it."

"No."

Damian is quiet for a moment. "That means it wasn't for my benefit. Or yours. It was just — " He stops. "It was just what he does."

I look at the hotel carpet. "Yes."

My brother turns to look at me fully. He has the expression that contains everything he has been building toward since he landed at seven-fifteen with his father's stillness and the specific fear of someone who loves one person very much and has been unable to protect her from the shape of their shared life.

"I need to say something to him," Damian says. "I need you to let me."

I look at him. I know what he is going to say. I have known since the morning, since the stillness that turned complicated. "Don't make it a threat, Damian."

"It is a threat."

"I know. Just — say it like a person."

He almost smiles. He goes back inside.

---

I hear it through the door. Not all of it — the hotel walls are thick — but enough. Damian's voice, even, without the raised quality that would mean it had gone somewhere worse. Then Costa's voice. Then a silence that is not hostile.

When Damian comes back out his expression has resettled.

"What did you say?" I ask.

Damian is quiet for a moment. Looking at the hallway with the expression of a man deciding how much to give.

"I said what I told you I was going to say," he says. "That if he ever hurts you I will make you a widow. And I told him I mean it, and that I am not making a diplomatic statement — that I am telling him a fact about what will happen, and that I want to be sure we understand each other."

"And?"

"He looked at me for a moment." Damian's expression has the quality of someone recounting something that surprised them. "He said: *I'd hold the gun for you.* Just that. No elaboration. No defensive response, no counter-argument about his intentions or his —" He pauses. "He just said it. Like it was already decided. Like if he ever became the thing I was warning him not to become, he would expect that consequence and would consider it appropriate."

I stand with this.

"He means it," Damian says. Not as a comfort. As an assessment from a man who has spent his life reading people and knows the difference between what is said to manage a situation and what is said because it is true. "I expected deflection. He doesn't deflect."

"No," I say. "He doesn't."

I look at him.

"He means it," Damian says. Not as a comfort. As an assessment. "I expected deflection or a counter-threat. He just — said it. Like it was already decided."

I look at the door. At the room beyond it where Costa is on his call, presumably, or at the window, or in the reading chair if there is one.

"I know," I say.

Damian looks at me. His expression has gone to the one he uses when he is asking me something he is not going to ask out loud.

"I know," I say again. Quieter. "That's the problem."

My brother looks at me for a long moment. Then he nods, once, with the expression of a man who has updated his assessment and is satisfied with the update.

"Good," he says.

He is quiet for a moment. The hotel corridor is doing its hotel corridor thing — the specific impersonal silence of a space designed for people in transit, for lives that are being lived somewhere else and are passing through.

"Mil," he says.

"I know."

"I mean it. Not just — not just the war and the alliance and the operational usefulness. Him. As a person. In that room with you."

I look at the door. At the room I am going to go back into, where Costa is on a call or at the window or waiting in the specific way he has developed for waiting — without announcing it, without making it a demand.

"I know," I say. For the third time, each iteration meaning something slightly different from the one before it.

Damian looks at me. He has the expression of a brother who has been worried about his sister for a very long time and is in the process of revising the specific shape of the worry. Not smaller. Different.

"The wrist," he says. "That was —"

"Yes."

"He did it without thinking."

"Yes."

"That's the kind that means something." He says it like a man who has been married and therefore has opinions on this subject. "The ones you think about are the ones you want to make. The ones you don't think about are the ones you can't help."

I absorb this.

"You're insufferable," I say. "When you're right."

He almost grins. "I know." He gets out his phone. "Go inside, Mil."

I go inside to the room with the window and the man in it.

He is at the window. His phone is on the table. He turns when I come in.

"He's calling the Belgrade contact," I say.

"Good."

I cross to stand near him. The city does what it always does. The light today has the quality of early autumn.

"He'll come around," Costa says. Not about the Belgrade call.

"He already has. The gun line means he believes you're worth stating the condition. He only says things he believes."

A pause. "I know," Costa says.

I look at his profile. At the jaw and the scar and the man who told me what he said in Italian because I asked a second time and he chose to change his answer.

"Costa."

He turns.

"Soon," I say.

He looks at me for a moment. Then, without making a thing of it:

"I know," he says.

We stand at the window and look at the city and the afternoon light does its autumn thing on the glass, and the city doesn't care, and we are here anyway.

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