The first thing Leah noticed about the project kickoff meeting was that someone had thought carefully about the room before anyone arrived in it. The conference table had been positioned so that the door was visible from both the head of the table and from the far-left corner, simultaneously, which was not a coincidence. Helena Crowe's office had arranged the room. Leah had worked for enough project directors to recognize the difference between a room that had been set up because a room needed to be set up and a room that had been set up by someone who thought about sight lines.
She arrived at the annex at eight-fifteen, forty-five minutes before the scheduled start. She had work to do and there was no reason to do it somewhere else when she could do it here. She spread the floor plan sheets for sub-basement four on the table at the far end and worked through the B4 section annotations for the third time since she had received them the previous week, building and rebuilding the spatial model in her head until it was solid enough to carry through the day. She liked doing this before rooms filled up. She liked knowing the geometry of a space before the people arrived to make it complicated.
Helena came in at eight fifty-eight and noted Leah's presence and the floor plans without remarking on either. She set up her own materials at the head of the table and began reviewing something on her tablet, and the particular quality of her attention -- focused, unhurried, not interested in small talk -- told Leah something she would confirm over the following weeks: Helena Crowe was the kind of project director who noted what was in front of her and moved. Good. Leah had worked for the other kind, the kind who needed to process every unexpected thing out loud before they could proceed, and it slowed everything down in ways that accumulated.
The team arrived in the final minutes before nine. Miles Arden came in with a large coffee and found his way to the seat next to her with the ease of someone who had made this same choice on two previous projects and was not going to reconsider it. He was a good person to sit next to in meetings because he paid attention and he did not feel the need to comment on everything he noticed, which meant she could pay attention without managing his commentary at the same time. Two civil engineers arrived together, talking about something to do with drainage specifications. A mechanical systems lead with a binder thick enough to suggest he was either very thorough or very anxious about being seen as thorough. A communications infrastructure specialist who sat across from Miles and immediately began reviewing her own documents. The contracts manager, who had the look of someone whose morning had already required her to solve a problem she had not anticipated.
And then, one minute before nine, a man came in from the corridor side rather than the elevator side, which meant he had used the stairs. He went to the far-left corner seat and put his thermos on the table and took off his coat and set it over the back of the chair, and then he sat down and appeared to look at his tablet.
Leah assessed him over the course of approximately eight seconds, which was how long it took her to walk from her end of the table to refill her water glass from the carafe at the center and return. Cardigan over a base-layer thermal shirt -- not inappropriate for the weather outside, but more than the room's temperature required. Smartwatch with a larger-than-standard display face, which suggested he used it for more data than a fitness tracker needed to show. He was sitting with his back to the wall and a clear line of sight to the door and the full table, and she had the impression he was not really reading the tablet but using it as something to look at while he read the room.
She recognized this because she had been doing essentially the same thing for the last forty-five minutes.
Helena opened the meeting at nine exactly and moved through the introductions with the efficiency that Leah would come to understand as her baseline operating mode: sufficient information delivered without decoration, then forward. When she reached Leah she did not hedge or soften or frame the information as anything other than what it was. Merrick Materials, Ceres-9, structural materials specialist with direct technical lineage to the material under assessment, disclosure made in writing prior to contract signing, technical expertise evaluated as the primary qualification and assessed as an asset. The room took this information in and continued forward, because Helena's framing had left no space for it to become a conversation.
Leah had spent three weeks anticipating this moment. Not with dread, exactly. More with the specific heightened awareness you brought to a structural element that you knew was going to be load-bearing before you had seen how much load it was actually carrying. She had imagined the moment in a dozen different forms and in most of them it had been heavier or more complicated or more visible than it turned out to be. Helena's directness collapsed it into a fact. The room processed the fact and moved to the next item.
She let herself breathe again, carefully, keeping her face neutral.
The corner seat: Nolan Mercer, Infrastructure Risk Auditor, security assessment mandate. Helena gave his role a slightly more detailed framing than the others, including the reporting structure and the dual authorization requirement for sub-basement access. He nodded once when his name was said. He did not add anything. When Helena named him, his eyes moved briefly across the table -- a quick, systematic survey of faces -- and settled nowhere for long. He was, she thought, exactly as difficult to read as a surface that had been deliberately prepared to give nothing away.
The project scope review was efficient and largely confirmatory for Leah, since she had read the documentation in full and mapped her engagement points before arriving. She paid attention anyway, because scope reviews in person always contained things the documents did not: the emphasis placed on certain items, the particular quality of silence that a room produced in response to others, the small tells of groups who had privately identified the same likely complications and were waiting to see how they resolved.
The underground access item produced the texture she had expected. She could feel the room's attention shift when Helena reached it -- a collective tightening, not dramatic but present, the atmospheric change of a group that was about to find out whether the thing they had been privately calculating was going to be a problem or not.
Helena's framework: standard contractor access to B1 through B3. B4 and below requiring dual authorization from both the materials inspection lead and the security audit lead, plus a security escort during the initial access establishment window. The initial window was defined as the first three weeks of the project.
Three weeks. The same three weeks that contained Leah's sixteen-day critical window.
She spoke before she had entirely finished deciding to.
She had worked through the argument the previous evening, revised it twice, and arrived at a version she thought was both accurate and impossible to dismiss as self-serving. The materials assessment for B4 required access to four specific corridor sections within a window constrained by the renovation schedule on the floors above -- a sixteen-day window determined by the construction crew's availability and not adjustable without significant cost and schedule implications for the entire project. A security escort requirement that introduced delays or restrictions within that window would produce incomplete sampling coverage. Incomplete sampling coverage produced an incomplete assessment. An incomplete assessment served none of the project's stated objectives.
She said all of this clearly and at a pace that made clear she was not going to be interrupted before she finished.
The corner seat waited until she was done and then presented the counter-argument. It was precise in the way that well-prepared arguments were precise: targeted at the actual mechanism of the conflict rather than a generalized version of it. The security audit required establishing a behavioral baseline -- a picture of normal access patterns in the underground levels -- before additional teams began moving through those spaces in numbers large enough to alter the patterns. Running concurrent materials and security access during the baseline window contaminated the data the audit needed to function. The solution, he said, was not restriction but coordination. A joint schedule, access windows mapped explicitly against each other, both teams getting their requirements met without contamination.
This was a reasonable position. Leah could see that it was reasonable. She could also see exactly where it failed to account for what the sixteen-day constraint actually meant in practice when translated into a coordinated schedule with two separate authorization chains. She pressed on the specifics. He pressed on the contamination risk. They went back and forth with the efficient, slightly intensifying rhythm of two people who had each come prepared and were not going to find easy ground between them, because both positions were correct and the conflict between them was genuinely unresolved and both of them knew it.
Helena cut it at three minutes. She had, Leah suspected, been counting from the moment the exchange started. Joint working group, Friday, resolution required by end of day. The agenda moved forward.
The room produced a collective exhalation too subtle to be dramatic and too present to be imaginary.
Leah wrote Friday working group in her notebook. She drew a careful box around it. She paid attention to the rest of the meeting.
She also paid attention to Nolan Mercer, in the calibrated, peripheral way she paid attention to things she was in the early stages of assessing. Not looking at him directly. Building up a picture from what she caught at the edges of her attention while she kept the larger part of it on the agenda. He asked two questions during the meeting, both precise, both aimed at gaps between the stated protocol and the implied reality -- places where the documentation described one thing and the actual practice was quietly different. He was not being difficult. He was trying to understand the actual situation. She recognized this because it was what she did herself when she was trying to understand a structure: look for the places where what it claimed to be and what it actually was did not fully match.
After the meeting, when the room was mostly emptying, she stayed at the table because she was not finished. She moved through the floor plan pages she had brought and arrived at B4, at the eastern corridor section she had been studying for two days. She stopped at the eastern wall notation. The patch. No work order. She turned the plan over and wrote herself a note on the back: eastern corridor east wall, approximately forty meters from the B4-C junction. No WO found. When, who, why. Then she turned it back.
She looked up.
He was at the door. He had been watching her. Not intrusively and not with any expression she could read clearly, but with the quality of attention she had been tracking throughout the meeting -- accumulating, patient, not yet deciding. They held each other's gaze across the length of the table for a moment, a full second or close to it.
He left without speaking.
She looked back at the floor plan. She looked at the section of the table he had been standing near before he gathered his things and left. The B4 eastern section. She thought about the angle of his position and what section of the plans he would have had a clear view of from where he had been standing.
The same section she had been studying.
She thought: he had been looking at it. She did not know what he knew about it or whether his interest had the same origin as hers or whether it came from a different direction entirely. She knew only that they had both been looking at the same thing, in the same room, without either of them saying so.
She thought: Friday. She would know more by Friday.
She gathered the floor plans and her notebook and her bag and went out into the corridor where Miles was waiting with the expression she had learned to read as professional curiosity working hard to appear casual.
She did not wait for him to formulate a question. She said: preliminary simulation data, end of day today.
He said: three o'clock.
They walked back toward the project office. The corridor had the specific quality of a building in transition -- the smell of fresh concrete somewhere on a floor above them, the sound of equipment, and underneath both of those things the low constant hum of the building systems running their ordinary work in the levels below. She listened to the hum without deciding to listen to it, the way you listened to a structure's ambient sounds on a first visit -- filing them away before you knew what they meant.
Miles said, eventually: The auditor is going to be thorough.
She thought about the two questions during the meeting. The corner seat chosen before anyone else arrived. The way he had looked at the B4 section of the floor plan without making any indication that he had been looking at it specifically.
She said: Yes.
Miles nodded and seemed satisfied with that answer and let it rest.
She went back to her desk and opened the materials data file and kept working. The preliminary simulation data from Miles arrived at two fifty-seven, as promised. She read through it twice. Two B4 transfer columns were showing deformation at the upper range of the designed-acceptable threshold. Not above it. At the upper end of what had been specified as acceptable when the system was built.
Upper-end-of-acceptable was not a crisis in isolation. Upper-end-of-acceptable combined with a 2019 structural review she suspected existed but had not yet found, combined with maintenance records that did not match their invoices, combined with a security breach targeting exactly the kind of document such a review would produce -- that was a different picture than any of those things were individually. That was a picture that warranted a different kind of attention.
She wrote in her field notebook: Friday working group. Full picture. Helena together. She underlined full picture twice.
Then she kept reading, because that was what the situation required, and because she was the kind of person who did not stop when she understood something well enough to report it. She kept going until she understood it completely. Her father had called this a tendency she needed to learn to manage, back in the years when she had taken his assessments of her at face value. She had since come to understand it as the discipline that made the difference between work that was done and work that was correct.
She worked until the light through the project office windows had shifted from afternoon to early evening and then a while after that, then put on her coat and walked home in the rain.
She thought about the meeting the whole way back. She thought about the working group on Friday and what it might produce if both of them laid their findings on the table and the findings pointed in the same direction. She thought about what it would mean to be working on this investigation alongside someone who was also, clearly, investigating it -- from a different vantage point, with different tools, arriving at the same section of the floor plan without announcing that he had.
She thought: good. She had always worked better when she was not working alone.
She went home and made dinner and sat at her window with the rain falling on Avenport below her and thought about sub-basement four, and the patch in the eastern corridor, and what was underneath it.
She went to bed and set her alarm and let herself sleep, because the morning required her to be fully present, and being fully present was a decision she had learned to make deliberately rather than hope for.
Outside, the rain kept falling on the city, steady and persistent, the way rain always fell on Avenport, which was without apology and without any apparent intention of stopping.
Below the streets, in the foundation network, something was building at the pace that structural things built -- slowly, without announcement, accumulating toward conditions that had not yet arrived.
She was going to find those conditions before they found her.
That was the job.
She was going to do it.
In the morning the rain was still there, and she put on her coat and went back.
She thought, on the walk, about a structural assessment she had done four years ago -- a bridge approach in the north of the country, a commission that had been straightforward on paper and had become complicated when the core samples came back showing internal stress that the surface inspection had not revealed. She had spent two weeks on that project before she had the full picture, two weeks of looking at the same material from different angles until she understood what it was actually doing rather than what it appeared to be doing.
She thought: sub-basement four was going to be like that. Not because she already knew what she would find. But because the things she had already found -- the maintenance records, the simulation data, the patch with no work order -- were the surface of something, and surfaces told you one story and interiors told you another, and the work was learning to read both until you understood where they diverged and why.
She signed in at the lobby and went upstairs and started the day.
She had four days until Friday. She intended to know as much as she possibly could before she walked into that working group room.
She was good at knowing things. She worked at it every day until she did.
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The first thing Leah noticed about the project kickoff meeting was that someone had thought carefully about the room before anyone arrived in it. The conference table had been positioned so that the door was visible from both the head of the table and from the far-left corner, simultaneously, which was not a coincidence. Helena Crowe's office had arranged the room. Leah had worked for enough project directors to recognize the difference between a room that had been set up because a room needed to be set up and a room that had been set up by someone who thought about sight lines.
She arrived at the annex at eight-fifteen, forty-five minutes before the scheduled start. She had work to do and there was no reason to do it somewhere else when she could do it here. She spread the floor plan sheets for sub-basement four on the table at the far end and worked through the B4 section annotations for the third time since she had received them the previous week, building and rebuilding the spatial model in her head until it was solid enough to carry through the day. She liked doing this before rooms filled up. She liked knowing the geometry of a space before the people arrived to make it complicated.
Helena came in at eight fifty-eight and noted Leah's presence and the floor plans without remarking on either. She set up her own materials at the head of the table and began reviewing something on her tablet, and the particular quality of her attention -- focused, unhurried, not interested in small talk -- told Leah something she would confirm over the following weeks: Helena Crowe was the kind of project director who noted what was in front of her and moved. Good. Leah had worked for the other kind, the kind who needed to process every unexpected thing out loud before they could proceed, and it slowed everything down in ways that accumulated.
The team arrived in the final minutes before nine. Miles Arden came in with a large coffee and found his way to the seat next to her with the ease of someone who had made this same choice on two previous projects and was not going to reconsider it. He was a good person to sit next to in meetings because he paid attention and he did not feel the need to comment on everything he noticed, which meant she could pay attention without managing his commentary at the same time. Two civil engineers arrived together, talking about something to do with drainage specifications. A mechanical systems lead with a binder thick enough to suggest he was either very thorough or very anxious about being seen as thorough. A communications infrastructure specialist who sat across from Miles and immediately began reviewing her own documents. The contracts manager, who had the look of someone whose morning had already required her to solve a problem she had not anticipated.
And then, one minute before nine, a man came in from the corridor side rather than the elevator side, which meant he had used the stairs. He went to the far-left corner seat and put his thermos on the table and took off his coat and set it over the back of the chair, and then he sat down and appeared to look at his tablet.
Leah assessed him over the course of approximately eight seconds, which was how long it took her to walk from her end of the table to refill her water glass from the carafe at the center and return. Cardigan over a base-layer thermal shirt -- not inappropriate for the weather outside, but more than the room's temperature required. Smartwatch with a larger-than-standard display face, which suggested he used it for more data than a fitness tracker needed to show. He was sitting with his back to the wall and a clear line of sight to the door and the full table, and she had the impression he was not really reading the tablet but using it as something to look at while he read the room.
She recognized this because she had been doing essentially the same thing for the last forty-five minutes.
Helena opened the meeting at nine exactly and moved through the introductions with the efficiency that Leah would come to understand as her baseline operating mode: sufficient information delivered without decoration, then forward. When she reached Leah she did not hedge or soften or frame the information as anything other than what it was. Merrick Materials, Ceres-9, structural materials specialist with direct technical lineage to the material under assessment, disclosure made in writing prior to contract signing, technical expertise evaluated as the primary qualification and assessed as an asset. The room took this information in and continued forward, because Helena's framing had left no space for it to become a conversation.
Leah had spent three weeks anticipating this moment. Not with dread, exactly. More with the specific heightened awareness you brought to a structural element that you knew was going to be load-bearing before you had seen how much load it was actually carrying. She had imagined the moment in a dozen different forms and in most of them it had been heavier or more complicated or more visible than it turned out to be. Helena's directness collapsed it into a fact. The room processed the fact and moved to the next item.
She let herself breathe again, carefully, keeping her face neutral.
The corner seat: Nolan Mercer, Infrastructure Risk Auditor, security assessment mandate. Helena gave his role a slightly more detailed framing than the others, including the reporting structure and the dual authorization requirement for sub-basement access. He nodded once when his name was said. He did not add anything. When Helena named him, his eyes moved briefly across the table -- a quick, systematic survey of faces -- and settled nowhere for long. He was, she thought, exactly as difficult to read as a surface that had been deliberately prepared to give nothing away.
The project scope review was efficient and largely confirmatory for Leah, since she had read the documentation in full and mapped her engagement points before arriving. She paid attention anyway, because scope reviews in person always contained things the documents did not: the emphasis placed on certain items, the particular quality of silence that a room produced in response to others, the small tells of groups who had privately identified the same likely complications and were waiting to see how they resolved.
The underground access item produced the texture she had expected. She could feel the room's attention shift when Helena reached it -- a collective tightening, not dramatic but present, the atmospheric change of a group that was about to find out whether the thing they had been privately calculating was going to be a problem or not.
Helena's framework: standard contractor access to B1 through B3. B4 and below requiring dual authorization from both the materials inspection lead and the security audit lead, plus a security escort during the initial access establishment window. The initial window was defined as the first three weeks of the project.
Three weeks. The same three weeks that contained Leah's sixteen-day critical window.
She spoke before she had entirely finished deciding to.
She had worked through the argument the previous evening, revised it twice, and arrived at a version she thought was both accurate and impossible to dismiss as self-serving. The materials assessment for B4 required access to four specific corridor sections within a window constrained by the renovation schedule on the floors above -- a sixteen-day window determined by the construction crew's availability and not adjustable without significant cost and schedule implications for the entire project. A security escort requirement that introduced delays or restrictions within that window would produce incomplete sampling coverage. Incomplete sampling coverage produced an incomplete assessment. An incomplete assessment served none of the project's stated objectives.
She said all of this clearly and at a pace that made clear she was not going to be interrupted before she finished.
The corner seat waited until she was done and then presented the counter-argument. It was precise in the way that well-prepared arguments were precise: targeted at the actual mechanism of the conflict rather than a generalized version of it. The security audit required establishing a behavioral baseline -- a picture of normal access patterns in the underground levels -- before additional teams began moving through those spaces in numbers large enough to alter the patterns. Running concurrent materials and security access during the baseline window contaminated the data the audit needed to function. The solution, he said, was not restriction but coordination. A joint schedule, access windows mapped explicitly against each other, both teams getting their requirements met without contamination.
This was a reasonable position. Leah could see that it was reasonable. She could also see exactly where it failed to account for what the sixteen-day constraint actually meant in practice when translated into a coordinated schedule with two separate authorization chains. She pressed on the specifics. He pressed on the contamination risk. They went back and forth with the efficient, slightly intensifying rhythm of two people who had each come prepared and were not going to find easy ground between them, because both positions were correct and the conflict between them was genuinely unresolved and both of them knew it.
Helena cut it at three minutes. She had, Leah suspected, been counting from the moment the exchange started. Joint working group, Friday, resolution required by end of day. The agenda moved forward.
The room produced a collective exhalation too subtle to be dramatic and too present to be imaginary.
Leah wrote Friday working group in her notebook. She drew a careful box around it. She paid attention to the rest of the meeting.
She also paid attention to Nolan Mercer, in the calibrated, peripheral way she paid attention to things she was in the early stages of assessing. Not looking at him directly. Building up a picture from what she caught at the edges of her attention while she kept the larger part of it on the agenda. He asked two questions during the meeting, both precise, both aimed at gaps between the stated protocol and the implied reality -- places where the documentation described one thing and the actual practice was quietly different. He was not being difficult. He was trying to understand the actual situation. She recognized this because it was what she did herself when she was trying to understand a structure: look for the places where what it claimed to be and what it actually was did not fully match.
After the meeting, when the room was mostly emptying, she stayed at the table because she was not finished. She moved through the floor plan pages she had brought and arrived at B4, at the eastern corridor section she had been studying for two days. She stopped at the eastern wall notation. The patch. No work order. She turned the plan over and wrote herself a note on the back: eastern corridor east wall, approximately forty meters from the B4-C junction. No WO found. When, who, why. Then she turned it back.
She looked up.
He was at the door. He had been watching her. Not intrusively and not with any expression she could read clearly, but with the quality of attention she had been tracking throughout the meeting -- accumulating, patient, not yet deciding. They held each other's gaze across the length of the table for a moment, a full second or close to it.
He left without speaking.
She looked back at the floor plan. She looked at the section of the table he had been standing near before he gathered his things and left. The B4 eastern section. She thought about the angle of his position and what section of the plans he would have had a clear view of from where he had been standing.
The same section she had been studying.
She thought: he had been looking at it. She did not know what he knew about it or whether his interest had the same origin as hers or whether it came from a different direction entirely. She knew only that they had both been looking at the same thing, in the same room, without either of them saying so.
She thought: Friday. She would know more by Friday.
She gathered the floor plans and her notebook and her bag and went out into the corridor where Miles was waiting with the expression she had learned to read as professional curiosity working hard to appear casual.
She did not wait for him to formulate a question. She said: preliminary simulation data, end of day today.
He said: three o'clock.
They walked back toward the project office. The corridor had the specific quality of a building in transition -- the smell of fresh concrete somewhere on a floor above them, the sound of equipment, and underneath both of those things the low constant hum of the building systems running their ordinary work in the levels below. She listened to the hum without deciding to listen to it, the way you listened to a structure's ambient sounds on a first visit -- filing them away before you knew what they meant.
Miles said, eventually: The auditor is going to be thorough.
She thought about the two questions during the meeting. The corner seat chosen before anyone else arrived. The way he had looked at the B4 section of the floor plan without making any indication that he had been looking at it specifically.
She said: Yes.
Miles nodded and seemed satisfied with that answer and let it rest.
She went back to her desk and opened the materials data file and kept working. The preliminary simulation data from Miles arrived at two fifty-seven, as promised. She read through it twice. Two B4 transfer columns were showing deformation at the upper range of the designed-acceptable threshold. Not above it. At the upper end of what had been specified as acceptable when the system was built.
Upper-end-of-acceptable was not a crisis in isolation. Upper-end-of-acceptable combined with a 2019 structural review she suspected existed but had not yet found, combined with maintenance records that did not match their invoices, combined with a security breach targeting exactly the kind of document such a review would produce -- that was a different picture than any of those things were individually. That was a picture that warranted a different kind of attention.
She wrote in her field notebook: Friday working group. Full picture. Helena together. She underlined full picture twice.
Then she kept reading, because that was what the situation required, and because she was the kind of person who did not stop when she understood something well enough to report it. She kept going until she understood it completely. Her father had called this a tendency she needed to learn to manage, back in the years when she had taken his assessments of her at face value. She had since come to understand it as the discipline that made the difference between work that was done and work that was correct.
She worked until the light through the project office windows had shifted from afternoon to early evening and then a while after that, then put on her coat and walked home in the rain.
She thought about the meeting the whole way back. She thought about the working group on Friday and what it might produce if both of them laid their findings on the table and the findings pointed in the same direction. She thought about what it would mean to be working on this investigation alongside someone who was also, clearly, investigating it -- from a different vantage point, with different tools, arriving at the same section of the floor plan without announcing that he had.
She thought: good. She had always worked better when she was not working alone.
She went home and made dinner and sat at her window with the rain falling on Avenport below her and thought about sub-basement four, and the patch in the eastern corridor, and what was underneath it.
She went to bed and set her alarm and let herself sleep, because the morning required her to be fully present, and being fully present was a decision she had learned to make deliberately rather than hope for.
Outside, the rain kept falling on the city, steady and persistent, the way rain always fell on Avenport, which was without apology and without any apparent intention of stopping.
Below the streets, in the foundation network, something was building at the pace that structural things built -- slowly, without announcement, accumulating toward conditions that had not yet arrived.
She was going to find those conditions before they found her.
That was the job.
She was going to do it.
In the morning the rain was still there, and she put on her coat and went back.
She thought, on the walk, about a structural assessment she had done four years ago -- a bridge approach in the north of the country, a commission that had been straightforward on paper and had become complicated when the core samples came back showing internal stress that the surface inspection had not revealed. She had spent two weeks on that project before she had the full picture, two weeks of looking at the same material from different angles until she understood what it was actually doing rather than what it appeared to be doing.
She thought: sub-basement four was going to be like that. Not because she already knew what she would find. But because the things she had already found -- the maintenance records, the simulation data, the patch with no work order -- were the surface of something, and surfaces told you one story and interiors told you another, and the work was learning to read both until you understood where they diverged and why.
She signed in at the lobby and went upstairs and started the day.
She had four days until Friday. She intended to know as much as she possibly could before she walked into that working group room.
She was good at knowing things. She worked at it every day until she did.
You've reached the end of this chapter