Chapter 05

Chapter 5: Don't Trust This Sky

Chapter 5: Don't Trust This Sky

She did not tell anyone about the mirror.

This was the first decision, and she made it before she had fully processed the rest of it — with the instinct that came from twenty-two years of learning which things in this family you kept to yourself. Not secrets exactly. Just things that required more context than they could be given quickly, things that would require explanation before they could be received, things better held until the shape of them was clearer.

She told no one about the man in the glass. She told no one about the clock in her drawer. She went downstairs to breakfast and ate methodically and answered her father's questions about the day's schedule with the level composure of someone who had slept adequately, which she had not.

She needed to think. To think, she needed information. To get information, she needed to proceed as though nothing unusual had happened while simultaneously investigating everything unusual that had happened — which was a form of dual-state condition she had been performing, in smaller ways, for most of her life.

The day passed in its ordinary mechanisms: a fitting for the ceremony dress; a brief meeting with her father's secretary about the formal witness list for the Accord signing; a walk through the city that was partially for fresh air and partially because she needed to move and think simultaneously, which she found easier when her body was occupied.

She looked at every reflective surface she passed — not with obvious scrutiny, but with the steady peripheral awareness of someone who had learned that there was more information in a room than was immediately visible. The glass towers of the newer district. The polished stone facades of the older ones. Shop windows. The curved surfaces of pneumatic lift housings. She saw nothing unusual in any of them.

Just Meridian, in its ordinary silver-blue light, reflecting itself the way it always had.

In the late afternoon, in the reference section of the public archive on the eastern boulevard, she searched for the word Nocturne in combination with the word Meridian in every catalog format available to her.

She found nothing.

This was interesting. Meridian's public archive was extensive, catalogued across four centuries of city history, and the complete absence of a word in a catalog of that scope was not the same as the word being meaningless. It was the same as the word having been removed. Those were two very different things, and the difference was intentional.

She pulled the engineering section's technical reference catalogs and searched for dual-state resonance conditions in the historical records. She found material here — older material, discussing theoretical frameworks for parallel-state mechanical systems. But in the margin of one photostat — a copy of a document from the archive's preservation section, evidently quite old — someone had written in pencil: see also: Nocturne correspondence files, ref. no. 4417-C.

Reference number 4417-C did not exist in the catalog.

Aveline noted this in her notebook and added a note to ask Orin Vale about it.

She went home by the long route, through the newer district, past the glass tower where she had seen the violet sky two mornings ago. She stopped in front of it and looked at her reflection deliberately this time — with the full attention she had been giving only peripheral scraps before.

The reflection was correct. The sky behind her was silver-blue. Everything was exactly as it should be.

She turned to walk on.

"Don't trust this sky."

The voice came from behind her, or from the glass, or from somewhere in the space between those two possibilities. When she turned, there was no one there — just the boulevard, the late-afternoon foot traffic, a vendor packing away their cart on the corner. No one standing behind her.

She looked back at the glass tower. And there — in the reflection of the street, visible through the glass not as a simple reflection but as a view into somewhere else — was Caelan Veyr.

He was standing in a street that matched hers in its layout but not in its light. The buildings behind him were the same buildings, or something very like them, but the sky above them had the color of deep water at dusk. He was looking at her directly, with those eyes that had been paying attention for a very long time.

She did not react visibly. She looked at the glass with the neutral expression she used for situations that required thinking before responding. To anyone watching from across the street, she would appear to be checking her reflection before moving on.

"I can't hear you properly out here," she said, keeping her voice quiet and her eyes on the glass.

He moved closer to whatever surface on his side served as the contact point. His voice came through with the slightly displaced quality she had noticed the night before — the quality of a sound traveling further than it should. "Better now?"

"Close enough." She kept her eyes on the glass. "You said the same document exists in your city."

"Yes."

"With your signature and mine."

"Yes."

"We have never met."

"Not until last night. The Accord predates us both by many years." He paused. "I know this is difficult to accept. I'm not asking you to accept it yet. I'm asking you to keep investigating before you sign anything."

She considered this the way she considered everything — not with resistance but with the methodical attention that required actually looking at a thing before deciding what it was.

"Who wrote the second layer?" she asked.

Something shifted in his expression — not evasion, a different kind of weight. "Someone who needed it to be found. Eventually."

"My mother."

He looked at her steadily. Did not answer. Which was, she thought, an answer of a kind.

"Where are you?" she said.

"In the same city you're standing in," he said. "Under a different sky."

"Nocturne Meridian."

Something changed in his face — small, but present: the slight shift of a person who has heard an unexpected thing said correctly by someone who was not supposed to have found it yet. "You found that name."

"I found the absence of it in the records. Someone removed it systematically. Someone who knew exactly what they were removing."

"Yes," he said. "Someone did." He was quiet for a moment, his gaze steady through the impossible medium of the glass. "You are not who I expected."

"What did you expect?"

"Someone who would be easier to convince."

She almost smiled at that. Not quite. "How do I know any of this is real?"

"You don't. Not yet." The glass surface shimmered — the same quality she had seen the night before, the surface beginning to destabilize at the edges. His voice gained a slight urgency. "The next convergence will be in four days. There is a station on the old northern line — the one that was decommissioned when the third expansion went in. Platform seven. I will be there. Come if you want to understand what I cannot fit into the time a mirror stays open."

She looked at the reflection of a man standing in her city with the colors wrong, looking back at her with the patience of someone who had been waiting for a long time.

"I haven't agreed to anything," she said.

"I know." He held her gaze for one moment more. "Don't sign anything yet. That's all I'm asking for tonight."

The glass settled back to its ordinary reflective surface.

Aveline stood on the pavement for a moment longer than necessary, looking at herself in the glass tower. She adjusted her coat. She walked on.

Four days, she thought. Platform seven, old northern line.

She thought about the name that had been removed from the archives and the reference number that led nowhere and the dual-state symbol in the corner of the document's second text. She thought about Orin Vale and the ledger entry pointing to Nocturne correspondence files. She thought about what it meant that a man in another city had found her in a mirror, using a mechanism that was apparently limited and imprecise and difficult — which meant he had tried anyway because the alternative was worse.

She went home. She had dinner with her father. She said the appropriate things.

That night she sat at her desk with her notebook and worked through what she had, methodically, the way her mother had taught her. She listed what she knew. She listed what she didn't know. She listed what she needed to find out and the most likely ways to find it.

At the bottom of the page she wrote: Four days. Platform seven.

She also wrote, just below that: He said he comes from a different sky. The word he used was city, but it is the sky he named first. That means something about what it costs him — not the city itself, the sky above it.

She looked at this observation for a long time. Then she went to the window and stood for a moment looking out at Meridian's silver-blue night, the sky-rail lights threading the dark between buildings, the familiar geometry of a city she had lived in her entire life.

She tried to imagine it under a different sky and found she couldn't quite. Not yet.

But she was beginning to want to.

She closed the notebook.

Then she opened it again and wrote one more thing: The clock he left me is calibrated to a different standard. When I hold both — his clock and my own — they are off by approximately forty seconds per day. Not a manufacturing variance. A deliberate calibration. Which means the time-keeping in his city was set independently, which means his city has been operating independently for long enough to have its own time standard. That is not weeks. That is generations.

She looked at this.

She thought about a city operating independently, under a different sky, for generations. She thought about what it would look like to the people living in it: familiar in the way that any home was familiar, with the sky it had always had and the streets it had always known, running its ordinary machinery the way every city ran its ordinary machinery. She thought about what it would look like if that city was slowly becoming less real, if the edges of buildings were going soft, if the upper floors of structures were becoming uncertain in the way that uncertain things become — not destroyed, just less.

She thought about what that would feel like to the person who had grown up there.

She thought about tired eyes and the particular quality of patience that came from carrying something for a long time without putting it down.

She went to bed.

She did not sleep immediately. She lay in the dark and thought about all the things she was going to need to do in the next four days, and then three weeks, and then — beyond the three weeks, which was the territory she was not yet quite ready to map, because mapping it required knowing what she was going to decide, and she was not ready to decide yet.

But she was thinking about it. That was new.

She was also thinking about what it meant that her mother — who had disappeared nine years ago — had apparently been in contact with a man in another city in the months before she disappeared. And that the same man had found her daughter, years later, to continue whatever her mother had been trying to do.

Continuing what her mother had started was something Aveline was not entirely unfamiliar with. She had been doing it in small ways for nine years without knowing she was doing it: learning the engineering, maintaining the technical knowledge, keeping the notebooks, asking the questions about the Engine that no one in House Corvayne had found worth asking.

It turned out she had been preparing. She had just not known for what.

She let this settle. Then she turned over, and found a more comfortable position, and closed her eyes, and slept.

She woke before the household and lay for a moment taking stock of herself, which was a habit she had developed in adolescence and never quite abandoned. What did she know. What did she feel. What was the next logical step.

What she knew: a man named Caelan Veyr existed in a city under a different sky. He had appeared in glass surfaces twice now. He had left her a clock. He had told her not to sign the Accord until she understood the second layer. He had told her her mother was alive and trying to reach her.

What she felt: not what she expected to feel. She had expected fear, or at least the performance of calm over fear, which was the version she was most practiced with. Instead she felt something more like the sensation that came when a complicated problem finally showed its structure — a kind of clarifying focus, the pleasure of a system beginning to make sense.

What was the next logical step: Orin Vale. The reference number that pointed to nothing. The clock shop and the careful eyes of a man who had known her mother.

She got up and dressed with her usual precision and went downstairs to begin the day, carrying all of it quietly inside herself where no one could see it and proceeding as though she were simply a young woman with an ordinary Tuesday ahead of her.

She was very good at this. And for the first time in her life, she thought: good. She was going to need it.

The city was already running when she stepped out: the sky-rail making its early rounds, the market district starting its preparations for the day, the clocktower in the distance ticking through its morning sequence. She walked the long way to the archive because she needed the air and because she needed to pass the glass tower again.

She did not stop this time. She walked past it at a normal pace, not turning her head, only letting her eyes move to the reflection in the peripheral way she had been practicing since she was a child in these streets, learning to read rooms and faces without appearing to.

Nothing in the glass. Just her own reflection and the city behind her.

She felt, oddly, the small twinge of something that was not quite disappointment. She noted this, filed it, and kept walking.

The archive was quiet at this hour, mostly occupied by the researchers and scholars who did their best work before the building filled with students. She had a table in the technical section that she thought of as hers, though of course it was not, and she set her notebook on it and pulled the engineering catalogs she had bookmarked yesterday and went back to work.

The reference number 4417-C pointed nowhere in the current catalog. But she had found it in the margin of a document from the preservation section, which was the section that housed copies of materials no longer in regular circulation. She put in a request at the preservation desk for the original document — the one the photostat had been copied from — and waited.

The librarian, an older woman with the careful hands of someone who spent their days with fragile things, came back after twenty minutes with a regretful expression. "I'm sorry, miss. That document's been flagged as restricted. I can't pull it without a category-four access authorization."

"Who issues those?"

"The document controller. But for technical engineering materials, you'd need either a city-council authorization or an institutional sponsor from one of the licensed houses." She paused. "I can show you the restriction notice, if that would be helpful. Sometimes the notice explains the reason for restriction."

"Please," Aveline said.

The restriction notice was on pale yellow paper, which meant it was recent — within the last ten years. The reason given was: materials under review, pending reclassification. There was no signature. There was a date.

The date was nine years ago. Three months after her mother's disappearance.

Aveline looked at this for a long moment. Then she thanked the librarian and went back to her table and wrote in her notebook: Restricted three months after she disappeared. Which means someone knew what she had been working on and moved to contain it before anyone else could access it. Which means the restriction was not procedural. It was preemptive.

She underlined preemptive.

Then she sat back in her chair and looked up at the archive's high ceiling — the old stone vaulting that had been here since the city's early period, dark with the particular depth of stone that had absorbed centuries of lamplight — and thought about the shape of what she was walking into.

She had been thinking about it as a mystery to be solved, a problem to be understood. She was beginning to think it might be something rather more structural than that. Something that had been built deliberately over many years by people who knew exactly what they were building.

The kind of thing that you could not simply understand your way out of. The kind of thing that required acting as well as understanding.

She opened her notebook to a fresh page. At the top she wrote: What needs to happen, and in what order.

Below that she wrote: First — read the full second layer. Second — understand the complete mechanism. Third — understand what the alternative would look like. Fourth — platform seven.

She looked at this list.

Then she wrote beneath it, in the small handwriting she used for things she was not quite ready to say aloud even to herself: Fifth — decide.

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Chapter 05

Chapter 5: Don't Trust This Sky

Chapter 5: Don't Trust This Sky

She did not tell anyone about the mirror.

This was the first decision, and she made it before she had fully processed the rest of it — with the instinct that came from twenty-two years of learning which things in this family you kept to yourself. Not secrets exactly. Just things that required more context than they could be given quickly, things that would require explanation before they could be received, things better held until the shape of them was clearer.

She told no one about the man in the glass. She told no one about the clock in her drawer. She went downstairs to breakfast and ate methodically and answered her father's questions about the day's schedule with the level composure of someone who had slept adequately, which she had not.

She needed to think. To think, she needed information. To get information, she needed to proceed as though nothing unusual had happened while simultaneously investigating everything unusual that had happened — which was a form of dual-state condition she had been performing, in smaller ways, for most of her life.

The day passed in its ordinary mechanisms: a fitting for the ceremony dress; a brief meeting with her father's secretary about the formal witness list for the Accord signing; a walk through the city that was partially for fresh air and partially because she needed to move and think simultaneously, which she found easier when her body was occupied.

She looked at every reflective surface she passed — not with obvious scrutiny, but with the steady peripheral awareness of someone who had learned that there was more information in a room than was immediately visible. The glass towers of the newer district. The polished stone facades of the older ones. Shop windows. The curved surfaces of pneumatic lift housings. She saw nothing unusual in any of them.

Just Meridian, in its ordinary silver-blue light, reflecting itself the way it always had.

In the late afternoon, in the reference section of the public archive on the eastern boulevard, she searched for the word Nocturne in combination with the word Meridian in every catalog format available to her.

She found nothing.

This was interesting. Meridian's public archive was extensive, catalogued across four centuries of city history, and the complete absence of a word in a catalog of that scope was not the same as the word being meaningless. It was the same as the word having been removed. Those were two very different things, and the difference was intentional.

She pulled the engineering section's technical reference catalogs and searched for dual-state resonance conditions in the historical records. She found material here — older material, discussing theoretical frameworks for parallel-state mechanical systems. But in the margin of one photostat — a copy of a document from the archive's preservation section, evidently quite old — someone had written in pencil: see also: Nocturne correspondence files, ref. no. 4417-C.

Reference number 4417-C did not exist in the catalog.

Aveline noted this in her notebook and added a note to ask Orin Vale about it.

She went home by the long route, through the newer district, past the glass tower where she had seen the violet sky two mornings ago. She stopped in front of it and looked at her reflection deliberately this time — with the full attention she had been giving only peripheral scraps before.

The reflection was correct. The sky behind her was silver-blue. Everything was exactly as it should be.

She turned to walk on.

"Don't trust this sky."

The voice came from behind her, or from the glass, or from somewhere in the space between those two possibilities. When she turned, there was no one there — just the boulevard, the late-afternoon foot traffic, a vendor packing away their cart on the corner. No one standing behind her.

She looked back at the glass tower. And there — in the reflection of the street, visible through the glass not as a simple reflection but as a view into somewhere else — was Caelan Veyr.

He was standing in a street that matched hers in its layout but not in its light. The buildings behind him were the same buildings, or something very like them, but the sky above them had the color of deep water at dusk. He was looking at her directly, with those eyes that had been paying attention for a very long time.

She did not react visibly. She looked at the glass with the neutral expression she used for situations that required thinking before responding. To anyone watching from across the street, she would appear to be checking her reflection before moving on.

"I can't hear you properly out here," she said, keeping her voice quiet and her eyes on the glass.

He moved closer to whatever surface on his side served as the contact point. His voice came through with the slightly displaced quality she had noticed the night before — the quality of a sound traveling further than it should. "Better now?"

"Close enough." She kept her eyes on the glass. "You said the same document exists in your city."

"Yes."

"With your signature and mine."

"Yes."

"We have never met."

"Not until last night. The Accord predates us both by many years." He paused. "I know this is difficult to accept. I'm not asking you to accept it yet. I'm asking you to keep investigating before you sign anything."

She considered this the way she considered everything — not with resistance but with the methodical attention that required actually looking at a thing before deciding what it was.

"Who wrote the second layer?" she asked.

Something shifted in his expression — not evasion, a different kind of weight. "Someone who needed it to be found. Eventually."

"My mother."

He looked at her steadily. Did not answer. Which was, she thought, an answer of a kind.

"Where are you?" she said.

"In the same city you're standing in," he said. "Under a different sky."

"Nocturne Meridian."

Something changed in his face — small, but present: the slight shift of a person who has heard an unexpected thing said correctly by someone who was not supposed to have found it yet. "You found that name."

"I found the absence of it in the records. Someone removed it systematically. Someone who knew exactly what they were removing."

"Yes," he said. "Someone did." He was quiet for a moment, his gaze steady through the impossible medium of the glass. "You are not who I expected."

"What did you expect?"

"Someone who would be easier to convince."

She almost smiled at that. Not quite. "How do I know any of this is real?"

"You don't. Not yet." The glass surface shimmered — the same quality she had seen the night before, the surface beginning to destabilize at the edges. His voice gained a slight urgency. "The next convergence will be in four days. There is a station on the old northern line — the one that was decommissioned when the third expansion went in. Platform seven. I will be there. Come if you want to understand what I cannot fit into the time a mirror stays open."

She looked at the reflection of a man standing in her city with the colors wrong, looking back at her with the patience of someone who had been waiting for a long time.

"I haven't agreed to anything," she said.

"I know." He held her gaze for one moment more. "Don't sign anything yet. That's all I'm asking for tonight."

The glass settled back to its ordinary reflective surface.

Aveline stood on the pavement for a moment longer than necessary, looking at herself in the glass tower. She adjusted her coat. She walked on.

Four days, she thought. Platform seven, old northern line.

She thought about the name that had been removed from the archives and the reference number that led nowhere and the dual-state symbol in the corner of the document's second text. She thought about Orin Vale and the ledger entry pointing to Nocturne correspondence files. She thought about what it meant that a man in another city had found her in a mirror, using a mechanism that was apparently limited and imprecise and difficult — which meant he had tried anyway because the alternative was worse.

She went home. She had dinner with her father. She said the appropriate things.

That night she sat at her desk with her notebook and worked through what she had, methodically, the way her mother had taught her. She listed what she knew. She listed what she didn't know. She listed what she needed to find out and the most likely ways to find it.

At the bottom of the page she wrote: Four days. Platform seven.

She also wrote, just below that: He said he comes from a different sky. The word he used was city, but it is the sky he named first. That means something about what it costs him — not the city itself, the sky above it.

She looked at this observation for a long time. Then she went to the window and stood for a moment looking out at Meridian's silver-blue night, the sky-rail lights threading the dark between buildings, the familiar geometry of a city she had lived in her entire life.

She tried to imagine it under a different sky and found she couldn't quite. Not yet.

But she was beginning to want to.

She closed the notebook.

Then she opened it again and wrote one more thing: The clock he left me is calibrated to a different standard. When I hold both — his clock and my own — they are off by approximately forty seconds per day. Not a manufacturing variance. A deliberate calibration. Which means the time-keeping in his city was set independently, which means his city has been operating independently for long enough to have its own time standard. That is not weeks. That is generations.

She looked at this.

She thought about a city operating independently, under a different sky, for generations. She thought about what it would look like to the people living in it: familiar in the way that any home was familiar, with the sky it had always had and the streets it had always known, running its ordinary machinery the way every city ran its ordinary machinery. She thought about what it would look like if that city was slowly becoming less real, if the edges of buildings were going soft, if the upper floors of structures were becoming uncertain in the way that uncertain things become — not destroyed, just less.

She thought about what that would feel like to the person who had grown up there.

She thought about tired eyes and the particular quality of patience that came from carrying something for a long time without putting it down.

She went to bed.

She did not sleep immediately. She lay in the dark and thought about all the things she was going to need to do in the next four days, and then three weeks, and then — beyond the three weeks, which was the territory she was not yet quite ready to map, because mapping it required knowing what she was going to decide, and she was not ready to decide yet.

But she was thinking about it. That was new.

She was also thinking about what it meant that her mother — who had disappeared nine years ago — had apparently been in contact with a man in another city in the months before she disappeared. And that the same man had found her daughter, years later, to continue whatever her mother had been trying to do.

Continuing what her mother had started was something Aveline was not entirely unfamiliar with. She had been doing it in small ways for nine years without knowing she was doing it: learning the engineering, maintaining the technical knowledge, keeping the notebooks, asking the questions about the Engine that no one in House Corvayne had found worth asking.

It turned out she had been preparing. She had just not known for what.

She let this settle. Then she turned over, and found a more comfortable position, and closed her eyes, and slept.

She woke before the household and lay for a moment taking stock of herself, which was a habit she had developed in adolescence and never quite abandoned. What did she know. What did she feel. What was the next logical step.

What she knew: a man named Caelan Veyr existed in a city under a different sky. He had appeared in glass surfaces twice now. He had left her a clock. He had told her not to sign the Accord until she understood the second layer. He had told her her mother was alive and trying to reach her.

What she felt: not what she expected to feel. She had expected fear, or at least the performance of calm over fear, which was the version she was most practiced with. Instead she felt something more like the sensation that came when a complicated problem finally showed its structure — a kind of clarifying focus, the pleasure of a system beginning to make sense.

What was the next logical step: Orin Vale. The reference number that pointed to nothing. The clock shop and the careful eyes of a man who had known her mother.

She got up and dressed with her usual precision and went downstairs to begin the day, carrying all of it quietly inside herself where no one could see it and proceeding as though she were simply a young woman with an ordinary Tuesday ahead of her.

She was very good at this. And for the first time in her life, she thought: good. She was going to need it.

The city was already running when she stepped out: the sky-rail making its early rounds, the market district starting its preparations for the day, the clocktower in the distance ticking through its morning sequence. She walked the long way to the archive because she needed the air and because she needed to pass the glass tower again.

She did not stop this time. She walked past it at a normal pace, not turning her head, only letting her eyes move to the reflection in the peripheral way she had been practicing since she was a child in these streets, learning to read rooms and faces without appearing to.

Nothing in the glass. Just her own reflection and the city behind her.

She felt, oddly, the small twinge of something that was not quite disappointment. She noted this, filed it, and kept walking.

The archive was quiet at this hour, mostly occupied by the researchers and scholars who did their best work before the building filled with students. She had a table in the technical section that she thought of as hers, though of course it was not, and she set her notebook on it and pulled the engineering catalogs she had bookmarked yesterday and went back to work.

The reference number 4417-C pointed nowhere in the current catalog. But she had found it in the margin of a document from the preservation section, which was the section that housed copies of materials no longer in regular circulation. She put in a request at the preservation desk for the original document — the one the photostat had been copied from — and waited.

The librarian, an older woman with the careful hands of someone who spent their days with fragile things, came back after twenty minutes with a regretful expression. "I'm sorry, miss. That document's been flagged as restricted. I can't pull it without a category-four access authorization."

"Who issues those?"

"The document controller. But for technical engineering materials, you'd need either a city-council authorization or an institutional sponsor from one of the licensed houses." She paused. "I can show you the restriction notice, if that would be helpful. Sometimes the notice explains the reason for restriction."

"Please," Aveline said.

The restriction notice was on pale yellow paper, which meant it was recent — within the last ten years. The reason given was: materials under review, pending reclassification. There was no signature. There was a date.

The date was nine years ago. Three months after her mother's disappearance.

Aveline looked at this for a long moment. Then she thanked the librarian and went back to her table and wrote in her notebook: Restricted three months after she disappeared. Which means someone knew what she had been working on and moved to contain it before anyone else could access it. Which means the restriction was not procedural. It was preemptive.

She underlined preemptive.

Then she sat back in her chair and looked up at the archive's high ceiling — the old stone vaulting that had been here since the city's early period, dark with the particular depth of stone that had absorbed centuries of lamplight — and thought about the shape of what she was walking into.

She had been thinking about it as a mystery to be solved, a problem to be understood. She was beginning to think it might be something rather more structural than that. Something that had been built deliberately over many years by people who knew exactly what they were building.

The kind of thing that you could not simply understand your way out of. The kind of thing that required acting as well as understanding.

She opened her notebook to a fresh page. At the top she wrote: What needs to happen, and in what order.

Below that she wrote: First — read the full second layer. Second — understand the complete mechanism. Third — understand what the alternative would look like. Fourth — platform seven.

She looked at this list.

Then she wrote beneath it, in the small handwriting she used for things she was not quite ready to say aloud even to herself: Fifth — decide.

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