Chapter 04

Chapter 4: The Curse of the Faint-Hearted

Chapter 4: The Curse of the Faint-Hearted

The old warrior's name was Skritch, and Ben heard him coming from a long way off, well before he ever knelt — not because his footsteps were especially loud, but because everyone else's went quiet the moment his approached.

Ben had gathered, in the two days since the water channel had been moved, that Skritch had once been the closest thing the tribe had to a keeper of old rites before Rekk's line had settled into that role permanently — not exactly a rival to Rekk's authority, but someone whose opinion on matters of tradition still carried enough weight that people instinctively lowered their voices around him. He had gathered, too, in fragments overheard from others in the days leading up to this confrontation, some of the shape of why: Skritch had outlived three mates and more children than anyone spoke of directly, had led hunting parties through winters bad enough that they were still used as a measuring stick for every hard season since, and had, by every account Ben had pieced together, never once been able to protect any of that loss from happening simply by being strong enough, careful enough, or traditional enough. It was, Ben thought, a particular kind of grief that curdled easily into doctrine — the conviction that if the old ways hadn't been enough to save what Skritch had already lost, then at least they shouldn't be blamed or abandoned now, because abandoning them would mean admitting all that loss might have been preventable after all, and some losses were easier to survive if they were simply the world's fault rather than anyone's failure to do something differently.

He was old enough that his knees, when he finally lowered himself in front of the stone, took visibly longer to get there than anyone else's had, and Ben heard the small, sharp intake of breath that went with the effort, followed by a silence that was nothing like the reverent pauses of the other visitors.

"I am not here to ask you anything," Skritch said, before Ben had even finished bracing for the ritual pressure to build. His voice was dry, cracked with age, but carried none of the frailty his knees had suggested — if anything, it was steadier and colder than every voice that had come before it. "I am here to tell you something, stone, and I would have the whole tribe hear it while I do."

Ben said nothing. There was, as far as he could tell, no ritual mechanism triggered by a statement instead of a question, and in any case, some old instinct — the same one that had once told him exactly when to let a difficult parent finish talking before responding — told him this was not a moment to interrupt even if he'd been able to.

"For longer than you have apparently existed in any form worth speaking of," Skritch went on, "this tribe survived on the strength of its hunters and the wisdom of its elders. We buried our dead when the hunt failed. We buried more when the winters were hard. We did not need a stone that had sat silent for generations to suddenly find its voice and tell children to wash their hands like frightened pups, and we certainly did not need it moving our water where our ancestors always drew it, as if their way of living was some kind of mistake that needed correcting by something that has been here for exactly nine days."

A murmur ran through whatever crowd had gathered to hear this — not united in agreement, Ben could tell, but not entirely opposed either. He could hear, threaded through it, the low, distinct hum of people who had lost someone recently, or lost someone long ago, turning the old grief over again in the light of this new complication. Somewhere near the back of the gathering, a younger voice muttered that Skritch said the same thing about every change, whether it was a new hunting ground or a new way of tanning hides, and an older voice hissed at him to be quiet before Skritch heard, though Ben suspected, from the total absence of any reaction from Skritch himself, that he'd heard perfectly well and simply considered the comment beneath responding to.

"I have watched this tribe long enough to know what change costs, even change that sounds sensible," Skritch said, before continuing. "I have watched leaders before this one adopt some new practice with confidence, only to abandon it two seasons later when it turned out to solve nothing, after the old practice it replaced had already been forgotten and could not easily be relearned. Change is not free simply because it is well-intentioned. You will say," Skritch continued, "that fewer children are sick this week than last. I do not deny it. But I have seen fevers rise and fall on their own a hundred times in a hundred seasons, long before any stone opened its mouth about it, and I have buried children anyway, on schedule, the way the world has always taken them. Coincidence is not proof. And even if it were — even if every word of yours turns out true — what happens the day your words tell my people to stand still when they should run? What happens the day the strength this tribe has always relied on has been talked out of them by pretty words about washing and sharing, and something with claws decides that is the day to test us?"

There it was — the actual fear underneath the argument, laid out plainly enough that even Ben, still relatively new to reading a tribe he'd known for nine days, could recognize it for what it was. Not stubbornness for its own sake. Not simple resistance to change. A very old, very reasonable terror that softening the tribe in one direction might leave it fatally exposed in another.

Ben understood, with a clarity that surprised him, that this was not an argument he could win by simply repeating the evidence about the water channel, the same way he'd never once managed to win over a skeptical parent in his old life by citing test scores alone. Skritch wasn't actually asking whether the hygiene decree worked. He was asking whether trusting it, and things like it, would cost the tribe something it couldn't afford to lose.

"You're right that fewer sick children this week isn't proof of anything by itself," Ben said finally, and felt the crowd's attention sharpen at the fact that he'd spoken at all without being formally asked. "You're also right to worry about what happens if this tribe stops being able to defend itself. I'm not telling anyone to put down a weapon. I have never once told anyone here to stop being strong, or brave, or ready to fight when fighting is what's needed."

He paused, choosing the next part carefully, aware that this, more than anything he'd said since waking in this stone, was the actual argument he needed to make and not simply the safest thing to say.

"What I'm telling you is that strength and carelessness aren't the same thing, and confusing them has probably cost this tribe more lives over the years than anything with claws ever has. A hunter who dies of a wound that turned bad because it was never cleaned properly isn't dying because he wasn't strong enough. A child who dies of dirty water isn't dying because the tribe wasn't brave enough. Those are different kinds of danger, and they don't go away just because you're prepared to fight the other kind."

Skritch was quiet for a long moment, long enough that Ben could hear the crowd behind him shifting, waiting, uncertain which way the old warrior would break. Ben couldn't tell, from sound alone, whether that silence meant anything had actually landed, or whether the old warrior was simply deciding how to dismiss it most efficiently, weighing the cost of conceding even an inch in front of so many witnesses against whatever private doubt the argument might have stirred loose in him.

"Pretty words," Skritch said eventually, echoing his own earlier phrase, but there was something slightly less certain in it now than there had been a minute before, a hairline crack in the certainty he'd walked in with, small enough that Ben suspected no one else in the crowd had caught it at all. "We will see, stone, whether they hold up against something with teeth."

He rose — slower even than he'd knelt, joints audibly protesting, and for a moment Ben heard him pause halfway up, one hand braced against his own knee, breathing through whatever ache the movement cost him before continuing — and Ben heard him turn to address the crowd directly rather than the stone, his voice regaining its full, commanding edge as though the effort of standing had cost him nothing at all.

"I have said what I came to say. I do not forbid anyone from washing their hands, if it comforts them. But I will not stand by while old ways are laughed out of memory because a stone found a new voice, and I would ask that others who remember what this tribe survived before any of this remember it as clearly as I do."

It wasn't a declaration of war. It was, Ben recognized with a kind of weary familiarity, something closer to the opening move of a school board meeting that was going to drag on for the rest of the semester — a formal, dignified marking of territory, the first shot in a much longer argument that had no intention of resolving itself in one confrontation.

He found himself, in the quiet that followed Skritch's departure, wishing badly for something he hadn't wished for since the first panicked hours after waking in this stone: a way to simply follow the old warrior, to sit with him a while longer and ask, gently, about the mates and the children Ben had only heard about secondhand, to say plainly that none of what he was teaching this tribe was meant as an accusation against everything that had kept them alive before he arrived. He couldn't do it. He could only wait, as always, for someone to kneel and ask, and he understood, with a certainty that had nothing comforting in it, that Skritch was exactly the kind of person who would never kneel to ask him anything again if he could help it — which meant whatever bridge might eventually be built between them would have to be built by someone else entirely, in some other conversation Ben wouldn't get to have himself.

*Everyone thinks I'm arguing against their grief,* he thought, turning the whole exchange over slowly. *I'm not. I just don't know how to say that to someone who won't come close enough to hear it.*

It reminded him, in an odd, sideways way, of every parent-teacher conference he'd ever sat through with a father convinced that praising a shy child too often would make them soft, or a mother certain that any deviation from how she herself had been raised amounted to an accusation against her own upbringing. The content of the argument was never really the content of the argument. Underneath every objection to a new idea was usually an old wound nobody had offered to actually look at directly, and no amount of evidence about test scores, or spears, or boiled water, was ever going to reach a wound that old by itself. It took time, and patience, and usually more than one person willing to have the same conversation from a slightly different angle before something actually shifted. Ben had exactly one voice and no legs to carry it to where it was needed. He would have to trust, for now, that Rekk's legs and Grok's memory could carry enough of it for him.

The crowd dispersed slower than usual after that, in smaller, quieter clusters, and Ben caught fragments of the arguments splitting off in different directions as they went — some defending the water channel change with genuine conviction, citing their own recovering children as evidence; others nodding along with Skritch's warnings about softness, about strength, about what the old ways had cost to earn and how easily new ones might spend it away. One cluster near the eastern wall spent a long while simply rehashing every hard winter anyone present could remember, comparing losses the way old soldiers compared scars, each story somehow proving the opposite point to whoever told it next. Ben, listening to all of it at once, found himself thinking that this, too, was a kind of lesson he recognized from his old life — the specific, circular argument that happens whenever a community tries to decide whether change is progress or forgetting, and never quite settles it in a single evening no matter how late everyone stays up arguing.

Among the voices Ben recognized drifting past in Skritch's wake was one that made something in him go very still: low, gruff, unmistakably proud in the specific, brittle way of someone agreeing with an argument mostly because disagreeing would mean admitting something else entirely.

"The old man's right about one thing," the voice said, to no one in particular, loud enough to be heard by whoever was nearby. "A tribe that spends all its time washing its hands and moving its water forgets how to hold a spear. My son already spends more time listening at that rock than he does training. Now half the tribe will follow his example."

Ben didn't need anyone to tell him whose father was speaking. He'd have known that particular flavor of frustration anywhere — the specific, tired bitterness of a parent measuring a child against a standard the child had never had any real chance of meeting, and blaming the nearest available target rather than the standard itself.

He thought, unbidden, of the small, careful footsteps from the first night, the quiet question about strength asked by someone clearly used to being told the answer already. He thought about how that question was about to get a great deal more complicated to answer, now that the tribe's oldest and loudest skeptic had just handed the boy's own father a fresh, respectable reason to be ashamed of him in public.

He listened, in the days that followed, to the argument settle into an uneasy, splintered pattern that reminded him uncomfortably of every contentious school policy he'd ever watched a staff room divide over — not a clean line between believers and skeptics, but a messy scattering of positions that didn't map neatly onto anything. Some of the tribe's proudest hunters, people Ben would have expected to side instinctively with Skritch, turned out to be quietly, privately grateful for the water change, having lost children of their own to fevers over the years and finding it easier to accept a new explanation than to keep believing it had simply been chance. Some of the tribe's gentlest, least combative members, people Ben would have expected to embrace the new decrees without hesitation, turned out to resent the implication that their parents and grandparents had been doing something wrong all along, and dug in against the change out of a kind of protective loyalty to the dead that had nothing to do with logic at all.

He heard Rekk, in the middle of all this, working harder and later into each night than Ben had realized a tribal leader's job actually required — not issuing commands from above the argument, but moving through it person by person, listening to each objection with what sounded like genuine patience before explaining, again, why he'd chosen to trust this particular set of instructions from a stone that had never spoken sense before. It was, Ben thought, watching secondhand through nothing but sound, exactly the kind of unglamorous, exhausting work that never showed up in the story anyone eventually told about how a decision got made, and exactly the kind of work that actually decided whether it stuck. No one would ever compose a tale about the tribal leader who visited eleven skeptical households in a single week to answer the same worried question eleven slightly different ways, and yet Ben suspected that quiet, repetitive labor mattered more to the outcome than anything dramatic that might happen later.

*This,* Ben thought, settling into the tense quiet that followed the crowd's dispersal, *is exactly the part of the school year nobody warns you about. Not the lesson. The politics around the lesson.* He remembered, distantly, a staff meeting from some forgotten October where two colleagues had argued for the better part of an hour over a reading curriculum neither of them would actually be teaching that year, each one entirely convinced the other was quietly trying to undo everything good about the school. He hadn't understood, then, why grown adults spent so much energy on arguments that changed so little in practice. He understood it rather better now, listening to an entire tribe do the same thing over spears and water.

He didn't know yet how this particular argument would resolve — whether Skritch's warnings would calcify into open resistance, or soften with time and evidence, or simply persist unresolved the way most deep disagreements in any community eventually learned to coexist with everything else. He only knew, with the same certainty he'd felt on the very first night, that whatever came next, he wasn't going to get to decide it directly. He would only get to speak when someone knelt and asked, one at a time, the same slow, maddening, essential way everything in this new life of his seemed determined to work.

Somewhere out past the edge of his hearing, the tribe carried its argument to bed with it, unresolved, and Ben settled into the dark to wait for whoever knelt next — hoping, more than he probably should have let himself, that it would be the one voice he'd been listening for since the second night.

You've reached the end of this chapter

Chapter 04

Chapter 4: The Curse of the Faint-Hearted

Chapter 4: The Curse of the Faint-Hearted

The old warrior's name was Skritch, and Ben heard him coming from a long way off, well before he ever knelt — not because his footsteps were especially loud, but because everyone else's went quiet the moment his approached.

Ben had gathered, in the two days since the water channel had been moved, that Skritch had once been the closest thing the tribe had to a keeper of old rites before Rekk's line had settled into that role permanently — not exactly a rival to Rekk's authority, but someone whose opinion on matters of tradition still carried enough weight that people instinctively lowered their voices around him. He had gathered, too, in fragments overheard from others in the days leading up to this confrontation, some of the shape of why: Skritch had outlived three mates and more children than anyone spoke of directly, had led hunting parties through winters bad enough that they were still used as a measuring stick for every hard season since, and had, by every account Ben had pieced together, never once been able to protect any of that loss from happening simply by being strong enough, careful enough, or traditional enough. It was, Ben thought, a particular kind of grief that curdled easily into doctrine — the conviction that if the old ways hadn't been enough to save what Skritch had already lost, then at least they shouldn't be blamed or abandoned now, because abandoning them would mean admitting all that loss might have been preventable after all, and some losses were easier to survive if they were simply the world's fault rather than anyone's failure to do something differently.

He was old enough that his knees, when he finally lowered himself in front of the stone, took visibly longer to get there than anyone else's had, and Ben heard the small, sharp intake of breath that went with the effort, followed by a silence that was nothing like the reverent pauses of the other visitors.

"I am not here to ask you anything," Skritch said, before Ben had even finished bracing for the ritual pressure to build. His voice was dry, cracked with age, but carried none of the frailty his knees had suggested — if anything, it was steadier and colder than every voice that had come before it. "I am here to tell you something, stone, and I would have the whole tribe hear it while I do."

Ben said nothing. There was, as far as he could tell, no ritual mechanism triggered by a statement instead of a question, and in any case, some old instinct — the same one that had once told him exactly when to let a difficult parent finish talking before responding — told him this was not a moment to interrupt even if he'd been able to.

"For longer than you have apparently existed in any form worth speaking of," Skritch went on, "this tribe survived on the strength of its hunters and the wisdom of its elders. We buried our dead when the hunt failed. We buried more when the winters were hard. We did not need a stone that had sat silent for generations to suddenly find its voice and tell children to wash their hands like frightened pups, and we certainly did not need it moving our water where our ancestors always drew it, as if their way of living was some kind of mistake that needed correcting by something that has been here for exactly nine days."

A murmur ran through whatever crowd had gathered to hear this — not united in agreement, Ben could tell, but not entirely opposed either. He could hear, threaded through it, the low, distinct hum of people who had lost someone recently, or lost someone long ago, turning the old grief over again in the light of this new complication. Somewhere near the back of the gathering, a younger voice muttered that Skritch said the same thing about every change, whether it was a new hunting ground or a new way of tanning hides, and an older voice hissed at him to be quiet before Skritch heard, though Ben suspected, from the total absence of any reaction from Skritch himself, that he'd heard perfectly well and simply considered the comment beneath responding to.

"I have watched this tribe long enough to know what change costs, even change that sounds sensible," Skritch said, before continuing. "I have watched leaders before this one adopt some new practice with confidence, only to abandon it two seasons later when it turned out to solve nothing, after the old practice it replaced had already been forgotten and could not easily be relearned. Change is not free simply because it is well-intentioned. You will say," Skritch continued, "that fewer children are sick this week than last. I do not deny it. But I have seen fevers rise and fall on their own a hundred times in a hundred seasons, long before any stone opened its mouth about it, and I have buried children anyway, on schedule, the way the world has always taken them. Coincidence is not proof. And even if it were — even if every word of yours turns out true — what happens the day your words tell my people to stand still when they should run? What happens the day the strength this tribe has always relied on has been talked out of them by pretty words about washing and sharing, and something with claws decides that is the day to test us?"

There it was — the actual fear underneath the argument, laid out plainly enough that even Ben, still relatively new to reading a tribe he'd known for nine days, could recognize it for what it was. Not stubbornness for its own sake. Not simple resistance to change. A very old, very reasonable terror that softening the tribe in one direction might leave it fatally exposed in another.

Ben understood, with a clarity that surprised him, that this was not an argument he could win by simply repeating the evidence about the water channel, the same way he'd never once managed to win over a skeptical parent in his old life by citing test scores alone. Skritch wasn't actually asking whether the hygiene decree worked. He was asking whether trusting it, and things like it, would cost the tribe something it couldn't afford to lose.

"You're right that fewer sick children this week isn't proof of anything by itself," Ben said finally, and felt the crowd's attention sharpen at the fact that he'd spoken at all without being formally asked. "You're also right to worry about what happens if this tribe stops being able to defend itself. I'm not telling anyone to put down a weapon. I have never once told anyone here to stop being strong, or brave, or ready to fight when fighting is what's needed."

He paused, choosing the next part carefully, aware that this, more than anything he'd said since waking in this stone, was the actual argument he needed to make and not simply the safest thing to say.

"What I'm telling you is that strength and carelessness aren't the same thing, and confusing them has probably cost this tribe more lives over the years than anything with claws ever has. A hunter who dies of a wound that turned bad because it was never cleaned properly isn't dying because he wasn't strong enough. A child who dies of dirty water isn't dying because the tribe wasn't brave enough. Those are different kinds of danger, and they don't go away just because you're prepared to fight the other kind."

Skritch was quiet for a long moment, long enough that Ben could hear the crowd behind him shifting, waiting, uncertain which way the old warrior would break. Ben couldn't tell, from sound alone, whether that silence meant anything had actually landed, or whether the old warrior was simply deciding how to dismiss it most efficiently, weighing the cost of conceding even an inch in front of so many witnesses against whatever private doubt the argument might have stirred loose in him.

"Pretty words," Skritch said eventually, echoing his own earlier phrase, but there was something slightly less certain in it now than there had been a minute before, a hairline crack in the certainty he'd walked in with, small enough that Ben suspected no one else in the crowd had caught it at all. "We will see, stone, whether they hold up against something with teeth."

He rose — slower even than he'd knelt, joints audibly protesting, and for a moment Ben heard him pause halfway up, one hand braced against his own knee, breathing through whatever ache the movement cost him before continuing — and Ben heard him turn to address the crowd directly rather than the stone, his voice regaining its full, commanding edge as though the effort of standing had cost him nothing at all.

"I have said what I came to say. I do not forbid anyone from washing their hands, if it comforts them. But I will not stand by while old ways are laughed out of memory because a stone found a new voice, and I would ask that others who remember what this tribe survived before any of this remember it as clearly as I do."

It wasn't a declaration of war. It was, Ben recognized with a kind of weary familiarity, something closer to the opening move of a school board meeting that was going to drag on for the rest of the semester — a formal, dignified marking of territory, the first shot in a much longer argument that had no intention of resolving itself in one confrontation.

He found himself, in the quiet that followed Skritch's departure, wishing badly for something he hadn't wished for since the first panicked hours after waking in this stone: a way to simply follow the old warrior, to sit with him a while longer and ask, gently, about the mates and the children Ben had only heard about secondhand, to say plainly that none of what he was teaching this tribe was meant as an accusation against everything that had kept them alive before he arrived. He couldn't do it. He could only wait, as always, for someone to kneel and ask, and he understood, with a certainty that had nothing comforting in it, that Skritch was exactly the kind of person who would never kneel to ask him anything again if he could help it — which meant whatever bridge might eventually be built between them would have to be built by someone else entirely, in some other conversation Ben wouldn't get to have himself.

*Everyone thinks I'm arguing against their grief,* he thought, turning the whole exchange over slowly. *I'm not. I just don't know how to say that to someone who won't come close enough to hear it.*

It reminded him, in an odd, sideways way, of every parent-teacher conference he'd ever sat through with a father convinced that praising a shy child too often would make them soft, or a mother certain that any deviation from how she herself had been raised amounted to an accusation against her own upbringing. The content of the argument was never really the content of the argument. Underneath every objection to a new idea was usually an old wound nobody had offered to actually look at directly, and no amount of evidence about test scores, or spears, or boiled water, was ever going to reach a wound that old by itself. It took time, and patience, and usually more than one person willing to have the same conversation from a slightly different angle before something actually shifted. Ben had exactly one voice and no legs to carry it to where it was needed. He would have to trust, for now, that Rekk's legs and Grok's memory could carry enough of it for him.

The crowd dispersed slower than usual after that, in smaller, quieter clusters, and Ben caught fragments of the arguments splitting off in different directions as they went — some defending the water channel change with genuine conviction, citing their own recovering children as evidence; others nodding along with Skritch's warnings about softness, about strength, about what the old ways had cost to earn and how easily new ones might spend it away. One cluster near the eastern wall spent a long while simply rehashing every hard winter anyone present could remember, comparing losses the way old soldiers compared scars, each story somehow proving the opposite point to whoever told it next. Ben, listening to all of it at once, found himself thinking that this, too, was a kind of lesson he recognized from his old life — the specific, circular argument that happens whenever a community tries to decide whether change is progress or forgetting, and never quite settles it in a single evening no matter how late everyone stays up arguing.

Among the voices Ben recognized drifting past in Skritch's wake was one that made something in him go very still: low, gruff, unmistakably proud in the specific, brittle way of someone agreeing with an argument mostly because disagreeing would mean admitting something else entirely.

"The old man's right about one thing," the voice said, to no one in particular, loud enough to be heard by whoever was nearby. "A tribe that spends all its time washing its hands and moving its water forgets how to hold a spear. My son already spends more time listening at that rock than he does training. Now half the tribe will follow his example."

Ben didn't need anyone to tell him whose father was speaking. He'd have known that particular flavor of frustration anywhere — the specific, tired bitterness of a parent measuring a child against a standard the child had never had any real chance of meeting, and blaming the nearest available target rather than the standard itself.

He thought, unbidden, of the small, careful footsteps from the first night, the quiet question about strength asked by someone clearly used to being told the answer already. He thought about how that question was about to get a great deal more complicated to answer, now that the tribe's oldest and loudest skeptic had just handed the boy's own father a fresh, respectable reason to be ashamed of him in public.

He listened, in the days that followed, to the argument settle into an uneasy, splintered pattern that reminded him uncomfortably of every contentious school policy he'd ever watched a staff room divide over — not a clean line between believers and skeptics, but a messy scattering of positions that didn't map neatly onto anything. Some of the tribe's proudest hunters, people Ben would have expected to side instinctively with Skritch, turned out to be quietly, privately grateful for the water change, having lost children of their own to fevers over the years and finding it easier to accept a new explanation than to keep believing it had simply been chance. Some of the tribe's gentlest, least combative members, people Ben would have expected to embrace the new decrees without hesitation, turned out to resent the implication that their parents and grandparents had been doing something wrong all along, and dug in against the change out of a kind of protective loyalty to the dead that had nothing to do with logic at all.

He heard Rekk, in the middle of all this, working harder and later into each night than Ben had realized a tribal leader's job actually required — not issuing commands from above the argument, but moving through it person by person, listening to each objection with what sounded like genuine patience before explaining, again, why he'd chosen to trust this particular set of instructions from a stone that had never spoken sense before. It was, Ben thought, watching secondhand through nothing but sound, exactly the kind of unglamorous, exhausting work that never showed up in the story anyone eventually told about how a decision got made, and exactly the kind of work that actually decided whether it stuck. No one would ever compose a tale about the tribal leader who visited eleven skeptical households in a single week to answer the same worried question eleven slightly different ways, and yet Ben suspected that quiet, repetitive labor mattered more to the outcome than anything dramatic that might happen later.

*This,* Ben thought, settling into the tense quiet that followed the crowd's dispersal, *is exactly the part of the school year nobody warns you about. Not the lesson. The politics around the lesson.* He remembered, distantly, a staff meeting from some forgotten October where two colleagues had argued for the better part of an hour over a reading curriculum neither of them would actually be teaching that year, each one entirely convinced the other was quietly trying to undo everything good about the school. He hadn't understood, then, why grown adults spent so much energy on arguments that changed so little in practice. He understood it rather better now, listening to an entire tribe do the same thing over spears and water.

He didn't know yet how this particular argument would resolve — whether Skritch's warnings would calcify into open resistance, or soften with time and evidence, or simply persist unresolved the way most deep disagreements in any community eventually learned to coexist with everything else. He only knew, with the same certainty he'd felt on the very first night, that whatever came next, he wasn't going to get to decide it directly. He would only get to speak when someone knelt and asked, one at a time, the same slow, maddening, essential way everything in this new life of his seemed determined to work.

Somewhere out past the edge of his hearing, the tribe carried its argument to bed with it, unresolved, and Ben settled into the dark to wait for whoever knelt next — hoping, more than he probably should have let himself, that it would be the one voice he'd been listening for since the second night.

You've reached the end of this chapter